it’s a miracle that i managed to keep my (really) bad temper in check for 1 whole month since work started. until yesterday. 

i’m still in the midst of learning how to deal with gossips. when my colleagues gossip to me about other people, i tried very hard not to flame the topic. it’s very tough controlling the tongue, and sometimes i failed to do so. this is definitely one thing that i need to make a more conscious effort to do, and anyway it’s not a “fairy-dust-falls-POOF” kind of thing. 

as with the office flings thing.. it’s kind of complicated how things started and developed, but the ending result is people disrupting each other while they are doing their work. a little is fine, but not when it starts to affect other’s work, productivity, privacy, and when you have to detour for your friend just to avoid a certain person. oh wells. 

i had a really bad day at work yesterday. i was soooo relieved after telling clarence about everything that stings and stinks yesternight. my struggles to be like jesus and not like jesus only when bad times come.