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a gift from god

i ought to put this post behind the previous one with respect to time, but i guess i will do without that.

this semester has been really tough for me because i have no common modules with my friends, clarence wasn’t around to study with me, i kept failing the assignments and tests for 3 out of 5 modules. 

during two weeks in february, i was very disheartened and dry because i do not know and could not find someone to talk to with respect to my spiritual health. i remembered that clarence was in bad shape as well during that period. two dry people = many conflicts. 

i was very desperate and prayed to god consistently for someone to minister to me. and on one fine day in school, a wednesday actually, 3 strangers stopped at my table and asked if it was okay if they shared with me about their god. 

i told them im a christian too and they said “great!” and asked if i would like to hear more. i said yes.

they started talking about god and using a lot of biblical references and i was very overwhelmed by their passion and love of people. everything that they said, was what i needed to hear. 

those words were the ones i had been wanting to listen to for weeks. 

and god sent three lovely people to tell me about it. how great is that!!

besides that episode, i had random lunches and studying sessions with random people during this semester. and it always happened when i was feeling very sad and lonely. god knows me so well, and gave me so much. =D 

if not for him, i would have drowned in my misery long time ago. 

he is made up of nothing but goodness!