it’s such an “I” thing now. everyone cares more for themselves than others and expects others to care for them before they would do something.  

i guess it kinda speaks of my r/s with god sometimes. but everytime i feel really sad and lonely, he will just speak into me and say “i’m here” and then i will stop emo-ing and drawing circles. i think it’s true that encouraging people when you are sad makes you stronger. 

okay, stop looking at my losses and start looking at my gain =)